Ok well I just got e-mail from one of my ex friends and it reads this:
tatoeba umi no soko de anata ga ikiteru no nara
watashi wa nihon no ashi wo kitte
sakana ni narou
fukami e ochiru hodo ni
anata ga chikazuku no nara
hatenai yami wo samayou kage ni
natte mo ii
adeyaka ni tadayou watashi no kagerou
kanawanai hibi ni oboreita dake
anata wa inai
wakatteiru
noboru noboru taiyou ga
watashi no basho wo jouka suru
aoku kizamu kokuin wo
nurui nurui kaze ga saratte yuku
tatoeba kono kotoba ga
Anata ni todoku no naraba watashi no seitai wo toriagete
sutetemo ii
azayakana kizu wo nakushita ima wo
nanimokamo ubau anata no ondo wo
motometeita
motometeita
maboroshi demo
kieru kieru nukumori ga
watshi no basho wo tsurete yuku
batsu wo nuguu sono ude ni
dakare nagara nemuri ni tsukitai
noboru noboru taiyou ga
watashi no basho wo jouka suru
batsu wo nuguu sono ude ni
dakare nagara nemuritai
kieru kieru nukumori ga
watshi no basho wo tsurete yuku
aoku kizamu kokuin wo
nurui nurui kaze ga saratte yuku
mushibande yuku kioku no hahen
watashi wo fusagu PIASU ga tarinai
warureteshimau boyakete shimau
anata no koe ga zattou ni kieru
mushibande yuku nukeochite yuku
watashi wo fugasu PIASU ga tarinai
atokata mo naku wasurete shimau
anata no koe ga zattou ni naru
chika ni morguri ana wo hori tsuzuketa
doko ni tsuzuku ana ka wa shirazuni
tsuchi ni nureta sukoopu wo katate ni
kimi no ude wo sagasite ita
tsugihagi no shiawase wo yoseatsume makinagara
kimi no tsuyosa ni ositsubusaretata
yaketsuki
yaketsuki
hagarenai tenohira no ato
chigireta tsubasa de akaku somaru kumoma wo saite
jouzu ni habataku watashi wo mitsumete
mayu ni kagomori egaita eien wa
doko ni mebuki hana hiraku no darou
asawayagate yamiyo wo tsuremotosi
watasinomeubatteyuku
tsuki akari
tesaguride kasaneai motsurete wa
kimi no arika ni nareru to shinji ta
moetsuki
moetsuki
modoranai yakusoku no basho
chigireta itami de kuroku somaru daichi wo kakete
jouzu ni habataku watashi wo mitsumete
sakendemo kikoenunara
sono te dekowasite hoshii
madawatashi wo watashi to yoberu uchi ni
dakitomeru kimi no ude ga odayakana chiri ni kawaru
tada shizuka ni
sorawoaoida
yaketsuki
yaketsuki
hagarenai tenohira no ato
chigireta tsubasa de akaku somaru kumoma wo saite
moetsuki
moetsuki
motoranai yakusoku no basho
jouzu ni habataku watashi wo mitsumete
now reason y i'm not friends w/ this person nemore is b/c they always tried to commit suicide and crap (not really, just did it to get sympathy and friends) so i got sick of it. i'm not the only one who got this a bunch of ppl i know got this same message if u can't help that's ok but just asking.
tatoeba umi no soko de anata ga ikiteru no nara
watashi wa nihon no ashi wo kitte
sakana ni narou
fukami e ochiru hodo ni
anata ga chikazuku no nara
hatenai yami wo samayou kage ni
natte mo ii
adeyaka ni tadayou watashi no kagerou
kanawanai hibi ni oboreita dake
anata wa inai
wakatteiru
noboru noboru taiyou ga
watashi no basho wo jouka suru
aoku kizamu kokuin wo
nurui nurui kaze ga saratte yuku
tatoeba kono kotoba ga
Anata ni todoku no naraba watashi no seitai wo toriagete
sutetemo ii
azayakana kizu wo nakushita ima wo
nanimokamo ubau anata no ondo wo
motometeita
motometeita
maboroshi demo
kieru kieru nukumori ga
watshi no basho wo tsurete yuku
batsu wo nuguu sono ude ni
dakare nagara nemuri ni tsukitai
noboru noboru taiyou ga
watashi no basho wo jouka suru
batsu wo nuguu sono ude ni
dakare nagara nemuritai
kieru kieru nukumori ga
watshi no basho wo tsurete yuku
aoku kizamu kokuin wo
nurui nurui kaze ga saratte yuku
mushibande yuku kioku no hahen
watashi wo fusagu PIASU ga tarinai
warureteshimau boyakete shimau
anata no koe ga zattou ni kieru
mushibande yuku nukeochite yuku
watashi wo fugasu PIASU ga tarinai
atokata mo naku wasurete shimau
anata no koe ga zattou ni naru
chika ni morguri ana wo hori tsuzuketa
doko ni tsuzuku ana ka wa shirazuni
tsuchi ni nureta sukoopu wo katate ni
kimi no ude wo sagasite ita
tsugihagi no shiawase wo yoseatsume makinagara
kimi no tsuyosa ni ositsubusaretata
yaketsuki
yaketsuki
hagarenai tenohira no ato
chigireta tsubasa de akaku somaru kumoma wo saite
jouzu ni habataku watashi wo mitsumete
mayu ni kagomori egaita eien wa
doko ni mebuki hana hiraku no darou
asawayagate yamiyo wo tsuremotosi
watasinomeubatteyuku
tsuki akari
tesaguride kasaneai motsurete wa
kimi no arika ni nareru to shinji ta
moetsuki
moetsuki
modoranai yakusoku no basho
chigireta itami de kuroku somaru daichi wo kakete
jouzu ni habataku watashi wo mitsumete
sakendemo kikoenunara
sono te dekowasite hoshii
madawatashi wo watashi to yoberu uchi ni
dakitomeru kimi no ude ga odayakana chiri ni kawaru
tada shizuka ni
sorawoaoida
yaketsuki
yaketsuki
hagarenai tenohira no ato
chigireta tsubasa de akaku somaru kumoma wo saite
moetsuki
moetsuki
motoranai yakusoku no basho
jouzu ni habataku watashi wo mitsumete
now reason y i'm not friends w/ this person nemore is b/c they always tried to commit suicide and crap (not really, just did it to get sympathy and friends) so i got sick of it. i'm not the only one who got this a bunch of ppl i know got this same message if u can't help that's ok but just asking.