BF2S Forums my summer.

i've been absently quiet for quite a while, partly due to a failing internet connection, partly due to my mood of just not doing anything. this awesome summer has been rolling downhill in the past few weeks. first, i get into a motorcycle accident, minor on my part but my friend who was driving got knocked up badly, concussion along with broken bones and plentiful stitches. my friend's grandfather (one of the coolest old senile people ever) gets really sick and is hospitalized. And normally i wouldn't get affected, but this old man plays xbox with us. thats how cool he is. next, i find because of terribly timed events, i don't get to say bye to a special someone, before she goes back to doha, even though i hadnt seen her for like 2 weeks. then, on the way to the beachside for a few days hoping things will take a better turn, i get news that a friend of mine passed away from a head injury in the bathroom. that really struck me. he wasn't my closest friend, but he's the first person that i've really had a relationship that has died. i mean, I know people who lose their grandparents or their children or something terrible, especially after the dec. '04 tsunami, but never someone i personally knew. its been a couple of weeks since I got the call, but it happend nearly 2 months ago now. two weeks later and i'm still really depressed. school starts in a few days and i don't think i'll be up to working. and the fact that we had to move house and that the packers somehow misplaced my drumkit and a few furniture pieces really did not help. trip to singapore the past few days was okay, it helped me to get my mind of things and talk to old friends/relatives, but it was still a really slow time. i'm sorta afraid of whats coming next, this summer has just gone down shit lane and it just hurts to do anything. dont expect to see me online or playing or doing anything at all, really, shit happens. i just hope it'll be 'shit happened' soon enough.