I hate break ups. Not that I sit in a corner and cry whilst listening to Scene Asthetic or something emo like that. I hate them because I hate hurting other people that have been so close. 8 Months nearly and today is the final straw I think.
I've been a bad boyfriend, I've lied and I've cheated, but to her I am the world. I want out, I'm bored of the routine, I dont know how we've even lasted this long. I'm always flirting with other girls, complimenting them, it upsets her but I don't stop. I can't.
Its just the way I am. 19 years old and wanting to fuck every hot girl I see. Someone said I was a sex addict and so I googled it up. Found a site that asked all these questions. 19 of them, at the end it said "if you answered yes to any of these questions then you are a sex addict" I answered yes to 17 of them.
I'm weak, I'm a coward. I just cant tell her straight that I want it to be over. But I know some part of me will still want her. But then I'll still want about 10 other girls just to have sex with.
I've posted this here because it's the only forum I'm ever active on and has a large community of guys (obviously being a forum for a war game, not going to get much women here).
How'd I sort this mess out?
I've been a bad boyfriend, I've lied and I've cheated, but to her I am the world. I want out, I'm bored of the routine, I dont know how we've even lasted this long. I'm always flirting with other girls, complimenting them, it upsets her but I don't stop. I can't.
Its just the way I am. 19 years old and wanting to fuck every hot girl I see. Someone said I was a sex addict and so I googled it up. Found a site that asked all these questions. 19 of them, at the end it said "if you answered yes to any of these questions then you are a sex addict" I answered yes to 17 of them.
I'm weak, I'm a coward. I just cant tell her straight that I want it to be over. But I know some part of me will still want her. But then I'll still want about 10 other girls just to have sex with.
I've posted this here because it's the only forum I'm ever active on and has a large community of guys (obviously being a forum for a war game, not going to get much women here).
How'd I sort this mess out?