Well, I can't log into Bf2 so i go looking for an old game to play. What do i find..... RCT2....
Now, as discussed before I am a slightly angry person, but i didnt think i was sadistic, or enjoy watching people die...But After booting this game up and attempting to play seriously, i figured it was just too boring. Before i went off to the "exit" button, i stumbled upon a different button which raises and lowers ground. So, what else could i POSSIBLY do with this feature other then raise a few square meters of ground, put a Fairy Floss shop (and an Umbrella store, for when it rains) and place a few people on it!
I gave my new little community of Cliff treckers appropriate names such as "TURBO VIBRATOR" and "STINKY WIZZLE TITS" and watched them walk around in there confined 6x7 square meters for the rest of there life. A few other random people would adventure into my park, which i decided was not on! so i created yet another height difference on the other side of my park. This one was going down, into the earth instead of up. This was the hole of shame, where naughty members (aka, any one who enters the park) was picked up and placed into for the next 24 hours of there painful lives.
Anyway, as the days grew to weeks (In game time of course) the park goers got bored of there confined hell houses, and there 'recent thoughts' were displayed as "I want to go Home!". Can you imagine how offended I was? Do you realise the only way to deal with perpetrators such as this is water torture? So i made a small pool and dipped his worthless body in and out of the water, numerous times until the message was displayed "STINKY WIZZLE TITS has drowned". This was no big deal to I, as i picked out todays lucky survivor from the hole of shame to replace him. I called him "I HAVE AIDS".... There was an infection in the camp....
Now, you can't actually have diseases go around the park, but you can have people get sick and spew if they go on scary rides. Hence the buildage of a new roller coaster made specifically to make people sick, put the randomly selected people to be "infected with aids" on the scary roller coaster until they were sick. Took them off said Roller coaster and enticed them with food until they hurled. Did this numerous times and repeated to myself in my head "Mwuahah he is going to die of aids!" and when the time came, i dipped him into a lake until he drowned. Of aids.
Now, imagine my excitement when i get the award for "Most Beautiful Park In Texas!". The exact meaning of this award went through my head. How is a park full of torment and death be Beautiful? I mean, i had a few trees at the entrance, and then my camps of torture. whatever, back to my death camps. I noticed a few people were starting to get into my park, but miss my evil clutches! So, i created an ingenious method for letting people IN the park, but impossible to get OUT. it was great having people just die because of no food after an hour or so (in real time)
This is when i remember the councelling i received back in grade 7, after i smashed a kid in the chest with a chair and my teacher said i was sadistic. I frankly just thought she was just being sarcastic and attempting to put me down. But after looking at the enjoyment i had in torturing people in a game, i wondered to myself "What does this mean?" The answer to that, i am still trying to figure out. Am i releasing my frustration of the day in a game, or is it something a bit deeper? Why do we play video games? Why do we find enjoyment of blasting peoples face off? So many questions...All of which similar to "whats the meaning of life"....As in, there is no answer.
Now, as discussed before I am a slightly angry person, but i didnt think i was sadistic, or enjoy watching people die...But After booting this game up and attempting to play seriously, i figured it was just too boring. Before i went off to the "exit" button, i stumbled upon a different button which raises and lowers ground. So, what else could i POSSIBLY do with this feature other then raise a few square meters of ground, put a Fairy Floss shop (and an Umbrella store, for when it rains) and place a few people on it!
I gave my new little community of Cliff treckers appropriate names such as "TURBO VIBRATOR" and "STINKY WIZZLE TITS" and watched them walk around in there confined 6x7 square meters for the rest of there life. A few other random people would adventure into my park, which i decided was not on! so i created yet another height difference on the other side of my park. This one was going down, into the earth instead of up. This was the hole of shame, where naughty members (aka, any one who enters the park) was picked up and placed into for the next 24 hours of there painful lives.
Anyway, as the days grew to weeks (In game time of course) the park goers got bored of there confined hell houses, and there 'recent thoughts' were displayed as "I want to go Home!". Can you imagine how offended I was? Do you realise the only way to deal with perpetrators such as this is water torture? So i made a small pool and dipped his worthless body in and out of the water, numerous times until the message was displayed "STINKY WIZZLE TITS has drowned". This was no big deal to I, as i picked out todays lucky survivor from the hole of shame to replace him. I called him "I HAVE AIDS".... There was an infection in the camp....
Now, you can't actually have diseases go around the park, but you can have people get sick and spew if they go on scary rides. Hence the buildage of a new roller coaster made specifically to make people sick, put the randomly selected people to be "infected with aids" on the scary roller coaster until they were sick. Took them off said Roller coaster and enticed them with food until they hurled. Did this numerous times and repeated to myself in my head "Mwuahah he is going to die of aids!" and when the time came, i dipped him into a lake until he drowned. Of aids.
Now, imagine my excitement when i get the award for "Most Beautiful Park In Texas!". The exact meaning of this award went through my head. How is a park full of torment and death be Beautiful? I mean, i had a few trees at the entrance, and then my camps of torture. whatever, back to my death camps. I noticed a few people were starting to get into my park, but miss my evil clutches! So, i created an ingenious method for letting people IN the park, but impossible to get OUT. it was great having people just die because of no food after an hour or so (in real time)
This is when i remember the councelling i received back in grade 7, after i smashed a kid in the chest with a chair and my teacher said i was sadistic. I frankly just thought she was just being sarcastic and attempting to put me down. But after looking at the enjoyment i had in torturing people in a game, i wondered to myself "What does this mean?" The answer to that, i am still trying to figure out. Am i releasing my frustration of the day in a game, or is it something a bit deeper? Why do we play video games? Why do we find enjoyment of blasting peoples face off? So many questions...All of which similar to "whats the meaning of life"....As in, there is no answer.