BF2S Forums The [Official] Cheer Up Thread

It is incredibly hard to maintain a pace in life when it feels like nobody is on your side.  I'm having doubts about being able to do this job I'm interviewing for because of how much trouble I have staying up that late and my mom just instantly assumed when I brought the issue up that it was me backing out so I could sit in my room for another 6 months doing nothing and she got scared and started basically telling me how I had to do it no matter what and not really sympathisizing wih my situation.  It's like she doesn't care what happens as long as her pet retard is one step closer to being out of her house

I was trying not to lose my shit about this job and what it requires of me but I just lost a lot of confidence about being able to cope with it knowing she doesn't genuinely care how I feel about it as long as I do it.  I don't need this tough love bullshit, I need support

_j5689_ wrote:

It is incredibly hard to maintain a pace in life when it feels like nobody is on your side.  I'm having doubts about being able to do this job I'm interviewing for because of how much trouble I have staying up that late and my mom just instantly assumed when I brought the issue up that it was me backing out so I could sit in my room for another 6 months doing nothing and she got scared and started basically telling me how I had to do it no matter what and not really sympathisizing wih my situation.  It's like she doesn't care what happens as long as her pet retard is one step closer to being out of her house

I was trying not to lose my shit about this job and what it requires of me but I just lost a lot of confidence about being able to cope with it knowing she doesn't genuinely care how I feel about it as long as I do it.  I don't need this tough love bullshit, I need support

It only takes like three days to adjust your sleep schedule. It's no different from jet lag.

Hahaha pet retard. That made me lol.

Anyhow, it's easier to get a job when you have a job. Do this for a while, see how you get on with it. If you still hate it, you'll be able to find another one easier

Thanks guys, feeling a lot better now.  My mom also apologized for misunderstanding what I was saying.

I think it's just the pre-interview anxiety that's making me freak out.  The lady scheduling the interviews(the lab manager from what I can tell) seems very nice in the e-mails so I'm hoping it won't be too uptight of an environment or of an interview.  Plus this position and two others just like it have been open for a whole month so they probably really need somebody for the position.

I can't sleep, everything just feels so weird.  So much has changed at once between finally working, adjusting to waking up at the end of the day and going home in the mornings, and the whole house just feels way different without the dog.  I looked at his basket of toys next to the fireplace and the couch where we've always kept them and I completely lost it almost instantly, I think I just kind of closed myself off to that whole thing as it happened and now it's all slowly leaking out as time passes afterwards.  Nothing feels right anymore, I just want my life to feel stable again.  My house doesn't feel like home, I can't distract myself with anything I like, I hardly feel like eating, I wake up extremely sad almost every day and when I'm driving home.  I have so much going on and so many different emotions that seemingly change by the minute.

I guess everything will stabilize again eventually as I get used to it all but dammit if this hasn't been one of the most turbulent months I've ever had

Last edited by _j5689_ (2013-06-03 02:51:55)

unnamednewbie13 wrote:

You aren't working long enough and apparently need an involved hobby if you're rattling around with no idea what to do.

what? it's a good thing if you have a decent amount of spare time on top of working. you work to live, not live to work. what he needs is a hobby or an interest.

globefish23 wrote:

Uzique The Lesser wrote:

they're real people. they're not robots.

The human to robot ratio in our lab is 8:3.
But our robots don't write emails.

do the robots conduct the job interviews? no. okay then.